It's time.

On days like this... I want another baby so badly. I can't decide if I'm sleep deprived and delusional because I only had about 4 hours of sleep last night, or if my heart (and mind) really are ready again. At first, Matthew and I talked about wanting time alone with just Molly, but then I thought to myself... How fair is that going to be to our next child who gets NO time with just us. I think it's time. When Matthew gets home... it's time. I don't want to hear anything about waiting or timing or anything like that. This is our decision. Not anyone else's. If you have anything nice or helpful to say though, feel free. :)

Matthew took command yesterday of D Troop and the ceremony went well, from what he told me. There was a little blip at the end, but we'll just keep that between Matthew and myself. (And everyone who attended the ceremony.) I'm so proud of him. I can't wait until he's back home so that he can spend all of his extra time with Molly and me. I can't even wait for those 2 blissful weeks of R&R that he has coming to him. I want him to be able to hold Molly, and love her, and squeeze her... and change dirty diapers and wash them and stuff them and bathe her. LOL I just want our family back together again. It's time.

The dogs are all laying down right now. MJ is napping in her crib. I just finished eating and now I want to take a nap too. It's time.